Enough

I'm tired y'all. When you are placed in a position that you need to convince someone that you are "the one," It's not worth it.
Why is it he can depend on me, but I CANNOT DEPEND ON HIM?
Why do I have to hear the list of reasons that don't have shit to do with me? Your exes, your issues, you, you, you! You don't know me at all. You know the 18yr. old girl, not the 40-something yr. old woman.
I notice the small things you do that tell me what the real story is; You say "Love ya" instead of "I Love You," and when you feel like you might lose me, you pull out the old speech.
Fuck your speech! I'm here NOW, tomorrow is not guaranteed to any of us.
The time YOU placed between us has given me more than you know. TIME to think, TIME to consider and TIME to leave.
I'm out.